If only i had a nickle...: Life in my lane

If only i had a nickle...

Ugh...an insight into the human mind...how revolting.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Life in my lane

So ya, i've been feeling kinda lonely lately. Generally i don't post this kinda info and stuff, but i guess i could use some prayer. I'm just really tired of being alone. I've prayed to God and stuff but i'm still alone. I know its stupid and girly but thats how i've been feeling lately. I just really want someone who i can curl up against and they can make everything feel better, or at least make me feel wanted and needed. I just have been feeling like a third wheel, kinda out of sync, not nessacarly unwanted but just unneeded. Like i kinda hang around the back ground, on the edge and not really a part of anything. I know God has someone planned for me, i just pray that he comes sooner than later. Someone who will want me and need me and someone i want and need, and that we both are after God. I'm just soo exhausted emotionally that it makes me so tired physically, and that isn't right. I shouldn't sleep as much as i do. It isn't healthy. Gah....i just really need some prayer. LOTS of prayer. bleh.

1 Comments:

  • At 7:55 PM , Blogger FL PT said...

    Hey babe,
    I will offer up more prayers on your behalf. I know EXACTLY how you feel!! Hang tough...God does have something awesome planned...and it is planned w/ the people who He wants you to be with. It'll all be good...and if all else fails, you'll have me as your roomie! ha ha Things will change once you get to Emporia. For the time being, just focus on serving God by serving others. Whether it is working at the Tune Shop or working around your house for your parents, you are still serving. Inquire about volunteering at the VA that is in town...I know the VA's usually have an escort service where you can transport patients to various parts of the hospital via wheelchairs. Those vets need every smiling face they can get and I think that would be a good way to serve. Plus, you get to meet some great people (like cute PT's ha ha). Who knows, you might like it! Give it some thought...

    I lobes you tons. Call me if you need to chat or anything ok?

     

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